Still waiting

I'm not super antsy yet.

But I'm getting there.

The wondering kept me up last night.

One more week until I take a pg test.

I keep having all these weird feelings and twinges. I'm hyper-aware of my innards. I can feel a pull or a tug inside me - is that a sign? Or is it just gas?

Do I have pregnancy-like symptoms (sore boobs, sensitivity to smells) because I AM pregnant? Or because I've been shot-up with the pregancy hormone HCG? Can the HCG trigger shot give you symptoms? I've convinced myself that it can. That that is what I'm experiencing. That nothing positive has happened yet. I can't let my hopes get to high lest the fall kill me.

How melodramatic does that sound? :p But how could I pass up a chance to use the word "lest"?